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but i’ve been compelled against my will to wake up now. all the meshing’s gonna mean something somehow, one day someday.

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Random thoughts on a rainy day:

* bumming is totally not productive yet thoughts generated from an idle mind helps overlap the depression you're going through.

* I have the power to turn the least source thing of entertainment into something extraordinary.

* since the world seems to be miles away from where I am, I make the most out of being alone by doing the ever unimaginable thingamabob, and what it is makes the idle mind turn around haha!

* I've learned to move on and erase the notion that my world stops when raindrops fall.

* couldn't be happier...

I HEAR CONFUSION..

Were you ever hit with such vision that it's never possible to finish a task with satisfaction if you can't find yourself happy doing it in the first place, or getting involved in this task because you thought it's what's gonna make you feel happy and cure your longing when just right in the middle of it you get sick and wished you never opted for such crap afterall, eventually making you feel worthless with this mere anticipation that you can't even fuckin figure out what you really want, when you happen to suck over and over again because you can't squeeze out lessons from what you patterned yourself to do everyday, when effectiveness is never at hand because you dwell in such routinary principle even if it fails you each and everytime you turn to it for defense...?

I was... oh... I still am... and I guess I'll still be hit tomorrow and the day after that til I get to put it all together and spell what it is that I absolutely crave for in this so-called-life of mine.

answers, answers, answers... i freakin' need it now!

Parallel Mishaps

I'm so down, someone please pull me up!

The drama's replenished and I don't know how to deal with it... one more time.

I could smash a bottle on my head but I don't know if it's gonna help.

I've been on shattered depression for the longest time and I'm not sure if I can take more of this.

Help!

Can somebody please tell me what on earth is wrong with me?

If, by chance, you (yes you, I hope you know who you are), get to read this post, just read on and let go. I just wanna let you know that I'm missing you like hell.

Too much of this blog thing,.

SOMEONE I KNOW SHOULD CONSIDER READING THIS

STOP CALLING ME!